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Sitter och är trött och har helvetiskt ont i den satans jävla horskitryggen. Det gör ont. Alla runtomkring mig vet detta redan, eftersom jag bitchat om det i flera dagar. Men det gör faktiskt ont, det har flera gånger hindrat mig från att skriva på lektioner.

I övrigt har jag ritat väldigt mycket på sistone. Mestadels skumma saker, inspirerade av musiken jag lyssnat på för stunden. Håller just nu på med: två serier, en halvpsykedelisk Tool-inspirerad bild, ett Tyler Durden-porträtt, div. karaktärsdesign, samt en stadsbild. Det lär nog bli cyberpunk av den, lite fräckt sådär.

Lyssnar just nu på "This is your life" med Dust Brothers. Äckelbra låt, där Tyler Durdens många citat om hans syn på livet repeteras om och om igen. Psykiskt nedbrytande och deprimerande, skulle nog många säga. Bra, intressant och inspirerande säger jag.



And you open the door and you step inside

We're inside our hearts

Now imagine your pain as a white ball of healing light

That's right, your pain

The pain itself is a white ball of healing light


I don't think so



This is your life, good to the last drop

Doesn't get any better than this

This is your life and it's ending one minute at a time



This isn't a seminar, this isn't a weekend retreat

Where you are now you can't even imagine what the bottom will be like

Only after disaster can we be resurrected

It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything

Nothing is static, everything is appaling, everything is falling apart



This is your life, this is your life, this is your life, this is your life

Doesn't get any better than this

This is your life, this is your life, this is your life, this is your life

And it and it's ending one-minute at a time



You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake

You are the same decaying organic matter as everything else

We are all part of the same compost heap

We are the all singing, all dancing, crap of the world



You are not your bank account

You are not the clothes you wear

You are not the contents of your wallet

You are not your bowel cancer

You are not your grande latte

You are not the car you drive

You are not your fucking khakis


You have to give up, you have to give up

You have to realize that someday you will die

Until you know that, you are useless



I say let me never be complete

I say may I never be content

I say deliver me from Swedish furniture

I say deliver me from clever arts

I say deliver me from clear skin and perfect teeth

I say you have to give up

I say evolve, and let the chips fall where they may



This is your life, this is your life, this is your life, this is your life

Doesn't get any better than this

This is your life, this is your life, this is your life, this is your life

And it and it's ending one-minute at a time



You have to give up, you have to give up

I want you to hit me as hard as you can

I want you to hit me as hard as you can



Welcome to Fight Club.

If this is your first night, you have to fight.





Mysigt, I say. Bara för att förvirra er är videon en Harry Potter-video, istället för Fight Club.


Och så saknar jag Karin.

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